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."No.Besides, we're talking about you.So, if he madeyou pick a safe word." He raised his eyebrows inquiringly.Nik sighed.He'd gone this far, he may as well cough up some more details.He watchedhis fingers trace the edge of his desk."I just told him I'd had a bad experience once.So he mademe pick a word, but it was really just the, um, bondage." Sam's eyebrows were still up.Shit."Hepromised me no pain."Sam stared at him a minute longer, then he suddenly grinned hugely."It's hot, isn't it?"Nik couldn't stop himself from smiling back."Yeah.Way hot." Chapter SevenJurgen came up the next time he had a weekend.This time he called first."How'd you getmy number?" Nik asked in surprise.He hadn't given it to Jurgen, and Jurgen hadn't asked.Eventhough Nik dropped a couple of hints.Jurgen sighed patiently into Nik's ear."Your mom."Nik needed to have a little chat with his mom."Does she know this is a fuck-buddyarrangement?" He could practically hear Jurgen's shrug through the phone.Jurgen stayed both nights this time.Then he came back the next weekend.Nik had to admit, for a guy who was supposed to be a fuck-buddy, he sure liked talkingwith Jurgen.Sometimes they just hung out at his place.Maybe they were more friends-with-benefits.Of course, Nik did most of the actual talking, except during sex.But otherwise, Nik wasin charge of the conversation.He didn't so much like how often he managed to steer them towardserious stuff."I don't care.Why does it matter if I like sex the way I do? I just do.People who don'tlike it can kiss my ass." Jurgen was all stretched out, legs in front of him, reclining back on thecouch, beer in one hand, tortilla chip in the other, game on TV.He leaned forward to get moresalsa.The man liked his condiments."That's easy for you to say, Trooper Closet Case."Jurgen turned and looked at Nik in surprise, salsa-loaded chip halfway to his mouth."I'mnot in the closet," he said, all befuddlement.Would that ever not be cute?Nik snorted."Really.Well, next time I'm in Whitetail you can take me down to the Elk'sClub so we can go dancing."Jurgen leaned back on the couch and looked at Nik, shoving the chip into his mouth.Chewing and thinking.Nik loved a man who could multi-task."They'd never let two men dance,there.I'll take you to the Dairy Queen.""Their dance floor is too small."Jurgen smiled and leaned forward again."Just because I don't wear a rainbow on myuniform doesn't mean I'm in the closet.I just don't go telling anyone.That's dangerous in acounty like Marlyle.You know that.""But if someone asked you outright, you'd tell them you like dick?"He shrugged, all nonchalance.It didn't look like fake nonchalance."Depends on thecircumstances.I'm not telling some hick I just pulled over on suspicion of driving drunk who'sgot a deer-rifle on the rack." Wiping his fingers on a napkin.What kind of guy used a napkin forchips and salsa? Stuff like that made Nik swoon.Unfortunately."Closet," Nik snorted, even though it wasn't really fair."Cautious." Jurgen looked at him, eyeing Nik over his beer bottle.He was getting hisofficious look."Look at Dave, he's in the closet, but he has no choice.He'd never survive in thatdepartment if anyone knew.""Especially if they knew he liked to be tied up and spanked." Not that Nik really knew hedid, he was just sort of.fishing.Jurgen sat forward and carefully set his beer down on Nik's coffee table on a coaster,who knew he had coasters? turning toward him, one arm on the back of the couch behind him, leaning in until he was inches from Nik's face."You don't mind your own business, I'll tie you upand spank you." His voice had gone low and rough, like the exhaust on his chopper.Nik fought off a shiver.If Jurgen saw it, he might misinterpret it as interest in the idea.No clever rejoinders were forthcoming.Jurgen's eyes narrowed and he planted his other fist beside Nik's hip, bringing him evencloser.Nik could feel the stubble on his cheek as Jurgen spoke in his ear."Maybe I'll justhandcuff you and fuck you.You know how much you love that, Nikky.Love the way you begme when your ass is in the air and you want me inside you.You're such a slut for me."By then, he was nibbling on Nik's neck, and Nik might have been panting.Soembarrassing, but fuck Jurgen got him so, just, nnngh.Hot didn't cover it."I thought you werewatching the game." Damn.He was squeaking.Jurgen laughed against his neck, hot, moist breath and thrumming lips."They can watchus."* * * *Fine.So he begged.* * * *Jurgen climbed back into bed, still naked.It seemed awkward and unplanned, totallyunlike Jurgen's smooth self, but he pulled Nik up from the headboard and made him straddle hislap with hands on Nik's hips.He leaned into Nik, kissing him softly where his neck met hisclavicle.Jurgen sighed and rested his forehead on Nik's skin, hands loosely clasped behind hisback.Nik was almost overwhelmed by the simple sweetness.This man is so bad for my heart.Not that he moved, of course.Tentatively, he stroked his fingers through Jurgen's short hair.Helaid a cheek on Jurgen's head.They sat like that, Nik's back protesting and Nik ignoring it, until he opened his mouthand out came, "I thought that was enough for you."Jurgen didn't answer.After a minute, Nik started to climb off his lap.Jurgen's armstightened, holding him still."I don't know."Nik sighed.For a man who wasn't screwed up, Jurgen was damned complicated."Let's get tested."Nik's heart lurched.See? Jurgen was totally bad for his heart.What if he had somepreviously undiscovered heart murmur? "What?""You heard me," Jurgen said into his neck.Nik shrugged a shoulder to dislodge him, thenused his palm on Jurgen's forehead to force his head up.Jurgen looked at him expressionlessly.Nik didn't know what to think.Jurgen was way too cautious and yes, he admitted it,caring to endanger Nik if he was fucking other guys.Jurgen just stared back at him.Nik's heartrattled along uncomfortably.But he couldn't just say 'yes' or 'okay' or whatever.It was too muchexposure.Then that tongue flickered out again, pulling for a millisecond on Jurgen's lower lip.Justlike the night Jurgen first came to his parent's place, in all his gay alpha glory."I already did." Damn.He hadn't meant to admit that. Jurgen smiled.Nik responded without thinking.He just knew his eyes had gone all soft,and there was no edge to his smile.It was pointless to worry about how besotted he looked, now.He'd already admitted to the testing.He closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against Jurgen's.His heart fluttered.Jurgen tightened his arms, bringing Nik close."I'll do it while I'm here." He spoke intoNik's forehead.Then he kissed it.Nik's heart stopped.* * * *Nik's students were idiots.Idiots and buffoons.Who couldn't write.Clearly, they had justsat themselves in front of computers probably drunk and hit random keys until they reachedthe minimum word count.Someone knocked on the door.Nik looked up at the clock on the kitchen wall.It was ananalog clock, which he kept for the kitsch factor, but which took him so long to decipher healmost had to start over again once he figured it out.It was ten.something.The long hand hadn't hit the six, yet.Someone knocked again.Probably the same someone.It had to be Sam.No one else would show up without calling first, at least not this late.Jurgen crossed his mind, but he didn't have two days off in a row for at least four more.Still,Nik's heart sped up at the thought.Damn thing was so predictable.It was Jurgen.Nik's heart skipped a beat.He was looking sexy as hell in his leather jacketand chaps with his jeans and boots, holding his helmet against his hip.He had helmet hair.Asusual
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